T Types

There isn't a lot of information out there about the different forms of testosterone and the pros and cons of each. So I decided to dig up some info and present it here for everyone who is considering starting T.

The most common form is injections. When using this type, you use a needle to inject the testosterone directly into a large muscle (usually a thigh).

Some people (including myself) choose to use patches instead. The testosterone is absorbed through the skin. These patches are placed on the thighs, arms, or back. I personally put them on my thigh.

AdroGel is another form of testosterone. It works similarly to the patches (that is the same stuff that is in the patches). It is absorbed through the skin.

Pills are the last form used in hormone therapy. They work like any other pill you have ever taken in your life. You swallow them with water or soda or whatever drink you prefer (non-alcoholic). I am also pretty sure you are not supposed to take them on an empty stomach.


There are pros and cons to each form. You have to pick which one is right for you. I just want to provide you with enough information to make an informed decision.

Injections

• Cheapest option
• Allows for an even distribution of hormones
• No spikes and crashes
• Having to poke yourself with a needle every day
• Have to be very careful and clean with everything

Patches

• Expensive
• Allows for an even distribution of hormones
• No spikes and crashes
• Residual adhesive left behind
• No needles involved

Gel

• Expensive
• Messy
• Fairly even distribution of hormones
• Doctors recommend against it because of how messy it is because if it gets on someone else, they absorb it into their skin
• No needles involved

Pills

• Cheaper than patches and gels
• More expensive than injections
• Spikes and crashes
• Not a very even distribution of hormones
• Negative effects on the liver
• No needles involved

They also make pellets that are implanted under the skin and buccal systems, but they are expensive and I haven't heard much about them other than that. My doctor didn't even mention those options when I went to get my prescription started.

I'm sure you can tell from the fact I put "no needles involved" under everything that wasn't injections, that I have issues with needles. That is the main reason I decided to go with the patches. You just have to weigh all the pros and cons of everything and make your decision. And if one form doesn't work well for you, talk to your doctor about switching.

If you feel I have left anything out, please feel free to shoot me an email so I can update this. My email is TheAidenApocalypse@gmail.com. Thanks for reading. 

Myths Of Testosterone

There are many misconceptions about trans people because unless you go through it, you don't really understand it. Even people who mean well can get a little mixed up about what is fact and what isn't too accurate. Testosterone causes a lot of these misunderstandings.

1. Taking T for transitioning will cause "roid rage."
2. Taking T will give you cancer.
3. Taking T will make you taller.
4. Taking T will make your breasts disappear completely.
5. If you stop taking T after chest surgery, your breasts will grow back.
6. Taking T will make you gay.
7. Taking large doses of T will make you transition faster.
8. Taking T will make you fat.

1. For the first, that is too broad of a statement. It's a generalization that is simply false. Yes, some experience being shorter tempered. In contrast, many say that they feel calmer on T. It all depends upon the individual.

2. This is a pretty big one. Many people have heard it causes cancer. Even on this blog, I have a warning about the possibility of the increased risk of cancer due to taking T. Trans people have not been studied enough to know if it increases the risk. Personally, I'd rather be prepared than thinking it's a total myth. As of right now, there is not enough evidence to prove or disprove this "myth."

3. If you're taking T after puberty, sorry. You pretty much don't have any hope of growing super tall. (Bummer, right?) If you start before puberty, you might grow to be tall.

4. The fat in your body will move from a female-like pattern to a more male-like pattern due to the use of T. So your breasts will shrink, but not be totally gone. You need surgery to get the rest of that breast tissue outta there.

5. Some fatty tissue might build back up, but nothing too significant.

6. Human sexuality is a complex subject. It isn't gonna make you just "turn" gay. Your attractions may shift a bit, but often times you stay attracted to the same sex you start with.

7. DO NOT DO THIS. It's not good for you. It won't make you transition any faster; it'll just kill you. Seriously, just don't do it.

8. No, it won't directly make you fat. There are many other factors that contribute to weight gain. Testosterone can affect your metabolic rate and things like that. Make sure you just keep yourself healthy when on T and you'll be just fine. 



Anything I missed? Anything you want more info on? Shoot me an email: TheAidenApocalypse@gmail.com

As always, I hope I helped and I hope all is well with you. Thanks for reading guys! :)

Voice It

I want to get some of your feedback. I want to know your opinions on things. I want to get to know you. I am going to post some opinion questions below and I would appreciate it if you would take a little bit of your time to share your opinions with me. I'd love another point of view. Thanks!

1. Would you ever date someone who is transsexual? Pre-op? Post-op?

2. Which surgeries are you interested in? (If any)

3. How do you feel about the word "passing?"

4. Do you own/want a strap-on?

5. Do you go swimming? If so, what do you wear?

6. Do you wear a binder and/or compression shorts? Do you like them? Would you reccommend it?

7. Do you pack? If so, what do you use to pack with?

8. Are you interested in or do you have an STP device? If you have one, do you like it? And which one do you have?

9. What is your preferred name?

10. Do you plan on taking T?

As I said, I would love to hear from you. I want to post your opinions and things. I want to discuss with my readers. Please, do this little survey. It would mean a lot to me and could help add more depth to this blog.

Email your answers or anything else to TheAidenApocalypse@gmail.com
Thanks again! :D

Sex II

Alright, we're gonna talk about sex. I'm gonna try my best to make this not awkward. I'm not 100% comfortable with this subject so hang in there because I will still present some good ideas.

For bros who haven't had surgery or anything, sex is an uncomfortable topic. I haven't had surgery, nor am I on T. I have a strap-on. You have to have an uncomfortable talk with your partner ahead of time. But most will be fine with that (assuming they already know you're trans). After the awkward discussion, the fun part is next. You have to make sure you have lube or a lubricated condom. Obviously a strap-on doesn't respond like a normal dick does. And after this stuff, you just get to it.

I hate being naked. Hate it. I dread taking a shower every morning. I hate that I can't feel my skin against someone else's during sex. But this is being a transsexual. I don't let people touch me, if you get what I'm saying. I have more of a mental release. I don't really know how to explain it. When the girl (since I'm straight) orgasms, it's like I do too without being touched. It kinda sounds like some other transmen have this too.

If you don't own/want a strap-on, you can always do things with your hands or oral. I just never felt like that was enough for me to feel like a man. You know what I mean? But that's just me.

And if you have had surgery, I can't really help you since you kinda don't need it. You got what you need. This post isn't really for you.

Anything to add? Shoot me an email TheAidenApocalypse@gmail.com

A Look in the Mirror

I found a poem written by an FTM transsexual and I have found it to be heartwrenching. It's beautiful and I hope you will take the time to read and enjoy it. It was written by a transman named Diego.

I look in the mirror but It's not me
I look at the person that they can't see.
The church says no, you can't do that
you can't be Diego, or we'll turn our backs.
We'll kick you out, there's no excuse,
you must stop dreaming, there is no use.
You're not a boy, you're only a girl,
We don't care how much you world will swirl.
With confusion and pain, you cannot change
your gender is girl, anything else Is strange
and will not be tolerated within our walls
you change yourself and we'll make you fall.
I have my dreams of becoming a dad
and becoming a man but to them thats bad.
To them that's wrong, but how can this be?
Doesnt god love everyone? Even me?
If he loves me he'll want me to find my true self
If he loves me he knows me and knows how I felt.
If he knew how I felt then he sees in my eye,
If he see's me then why is he letting me cry?
To me, It's not just changing the way that I dress,
It's letting me sleep at night, letting me rest.
Laying my head down, feeling complete,
Introducing myself confidently to the people I meet.
Going through life atleast knowing my name,
Atleast knowing my identity without any shame.
Memories of pain, memories of sorrow,
Memores of maybe having a different tomarrow.
Nothing has changed, and it never will,
Seems like time has stopped and stood still.
I'll never get out of here, look's like I'm stuck,
Wish life was fair, but I'm all out of luck.

Sex I

I will make some more post about sex. This one isn't really my doing. I'm just giving you information from someone else. I think it's really good. It's for safe sex with transmen/women and their partners. There is a lot of information there, but read it. You'll be glad you did.
http://handbasketproductions.com/Trans%20Sex%20Ed%20%28ezine%29.pdf

Looking For A "Big Brother?"

I have found a mentor program for trans people. You can search for people near you. It's not a dating site, just helpful for you to talk to people who know what you're going through. And maybe they can help you know what to expect.

Just register, make a profile, and there you go. You can put as little or as much information on there as you want. You can send messages to other transguys for free and everything. I think this could be a great resource for you.

I hope you can find whatever kind of help you are looking for with your transition.
The link:
http://www.ftmmentors.org/main/index.php

Feel free to find me and send me a message. My name is Aiden_Apocalypse